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I wanna go higher…
Jun 24 Thu (06 PM)
It seems like this week is better.
I’ve been feeling more ‘up’ and have had some more energy. I had kind of chalked it up to this lingering spring rains and clouds, but I think it’s more just me.
Getting more sleep hasn’t seem to have been the answer as I’ve gotten less sleep this week than I have in months previous. It’s not diet (though it affects, to be sure) nor health, nor workload. It’s simply positive outlook, the approach, the viewpoint. The direction that you attack your day.
Amy’s been showing me the light on this. All this week she’s been putting a lot of effort into making sure that I keep up a good attitude. It’s gotta be exhausting putting so much energy in a mawing pit that is my energy level, but it’s paying off… at least for me.
I worry that it’s draining from her. As I see it there’s only a certain ’emotional stamina’ that everyone has. You can only put so much energy into someone or something before you tire of it.
The question is, have I reached a point where I can put out the energy I should? And what are the consequences if I haven’t?